Questionnaire:)

A:  FAVORITE SMELLS-  baked cookies, flowers,woods, things that remind me of other things
B: Can you go a day without coffee? - yes but I would rather not.
C: Last movie you watched?- Home Alone
D: The person who understands you the most?- my mother:)
E: Do you have a crush on anyone?- That's funny because any other day I would've answered yes I do on______, but I don't on anyone . Which is nice crushes are exhausting;)
F:  Do you listen to the Beatles?- Yes! I need to listen to more of their songs!
G: One color you would wear for the whole year?- Preferably purple because I love that color, though thinking more fashionably, red, it's a neutral.
H: Last song you listened to?- Same Mistakes- Echo Friendly
I:  Do you sew?- I'm obsessed with sewing! The old lady in me comes out!
J: Favorite fruit?- mangoes
K: Do you cook often?-  no.
L: Are you health cautious? - I'm aware that I need to eat healthier. But do I? No!
M: Do you curse a lot? -  yes, it's a problem.
N: Certain food you crave for no reason?-  Nutella. I have a reason, it's delicious!
O: Pro life or Pro choice? - Pro choice, woman's body woman's choice :)
P: Last book you purchased? - Vouge magazine
Q: Do you shave your pits? - yes, against feminist rules.....
R:  Ever had a broken bone? - never ever
S: How do you like your eggs?- sunny side up :)
T: Where was your Last vacation?-  St. Louis
U: Last argument? - mother. Who else?
V: First job? -Junior Camp Counselor at YMCA!!
W: Do you want kids?- NO!!!
Y: What celebrity you think is hot? -Mark Whalberg
Z:  What do you want to be when you grow up? - journalist , filmmaker,  MAYBE screenplay writer?? :) <3

Poetry's Friday-(Seeking Me so Desperately)

I am the one who should never be judged. I have hated but always loved. Hopeful but hopeless. Depressed but able put on a face of happiness. Though it seems I should declare my feelings of despair, I never asked to be let be. As if they know automatically. Predict , guess have a vision I suppose. Before I came to see you I was in a deep sorrow . as if you dreamt my tears clinching on to life itself. Having unreasonable fears. Although I do put on a facade........

Ebonni Watford The Proud Insomniac

So if I hadn't mentioned already, I have INSOMNIA. The definition of insomnia is the inability to sleep or get enough of it. I haven't been able to sleep real good ever. My mother me in the womb Tossing and turning. So this has always been a problem for me. I've tried everything but nothing seems to work. It never really bother me though at times it was a pain. I would keep up everyone and be so sleepy for school. I was at times a big help.  When I was a kid I would be the last to fall asleep at sleepovers. I would unlock the door for the girls when they wanted to sneak back in. I would stay up with my parents on road trips and make sure they didn't fall asleep on the road. I could finish essays or papers ( if I wanted to) I was up already might as well. It came in handy believe it or not. It wasn't until I started to write that it actually had some kind of purpose. My mind is just much more open and wide when I'm up all night. My mind is like a pond and I'm just fishing for ideas. All of my blog posts are usually at night. I mean I rarely have anything positive to say about mental disorders in general especially mine. It's not too bad , I like it.

Poetry's Friday ( Whimsical Dreams)

Whimsical Dreams.
All I think of is what may be.
She and Him.
Maybe you and me?
Smiles so bright.
Beautiful night.
Charming prince.
Why do I feel this?
In a distant.
What shall be?
Too much thinking.
I love you!
You love me?
Silly questioning.
So many things.